Archive for December, 2008

Proud of My Seminoles!

December 28, 2008


I didn’t even know the Seminoles were in a Bowl game until yesterday while watching ESPN with my little brother and Dad! ha! Imagine my surprise that they not only PLAYED well -why couldn’t they have played like this the whole season?? or further more, HOMECOMING?! – but these players actually WON!! ha! 42-13 – now those are the kinds of wins I am accustomed to having gone to FSU during what I feel were their greatest seasons(probably because I was there and went to damn near every game! Gotta love Southern College Football!!!) 1999-2003!

So I am proud of them…even if it was some new made up – I Kid 😉 – Bowl:



“He’d be SO cute…

December 20, 2008

…if he wasn’t black!” – lol! hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahaahahahahaha *gasping for air* bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha – by far, THE greatest thing I heard all night! Anyways, on to this post..

So, ummm can anyone tell me what is up with the SORRY state of manhood displayed by the black men in the DMV?! Seriously, is it too much to think that meeting an intelligent, no kid having, ambitious, doesn’t go out EVERY d*mn day!, fabulous (I could go ON…) young lady and appreciate it for what it is – a great conncetion, great, let’s see where we can take it from here, rather than trying EVERYTHING just to sleep with her!?!? really, that is like THE lamest shyt EVER!!!

Oh, and so is their attempt at “dating” – I use that term oh, so loosely because really, noone these days seems to grasp what dating is anymore!  I’m so over this, this practice of doing the VERY bare minimum and expecting someone to give you the goodies…for real?! What did you do to deserve this? oh wait, but really, what makes you think just because you took someone out, you get to take them home, or go back to their place or bang it out in the car because you chose to spend a couple hours with her?! hmmm? really, I’m just wondering?

How has it become acceptable that if a guy takes you out, semi-frequently, that sex is just expected? I need to know when this became the norm because it’s repulsing, LAME and super un-original.  Whatever! I’m sure all boys are like that, but since I used to like dealing with my chocolate cuties, I can only speak for what I’ve witnessed personally or through friends!

So on to something new…nueva, nouveau, nuovo, neu, novo…you get the picture!  😉

I was going to continue this post, but I’m tired and want to go back to sleep! Dancing for 5 hours str8 will do that to you! So I’ll just leave you with my all time favorite, guilty pleasure song!

Yup! Nirvana – Smells Like Teen Spirit!!! 7th grade all over again!

OMG!!! Watch this school band hit this! ummmm it ROCKS!!!

TOMS Shoes: One for One

December 10, 2008

Watch this great video below and share with everyone you know!  TOMS shoes is giving 30,000 pairs of shoes to kids, women, men in need in Ethiopia!! What an awesome, awesome cause!  TOMS has already donated 60,000 pairs of shoes and plans to donate 200,000  more this year! They need our help! It’s easy, all you do is purchase one pair of shoes and for every pair you purchase, TOMS donates a pair of shoes to those in need! 

This is a wonderful time of year to give to those who don’t have when we have MORE than enough!

Peep the video

How Great is Our God!

December 9, 2008

Life – wow…in all of its ups and more downs than I care to think about, one thing has always remained the SAME, just how GREAT is our God!

Nothing crazy wonderful happened to me today…unless you count waking up with a roof over my head, in a warm bed, with food in the refrigerator to make breakfast if I so choose, a loving family who encourages and suports me and so forth and so on!

Yesterday was a VERY rough day. I haven’t been sleeping for weeks, didn’t sleep last night either, but I just can’t worry about this stuff. God said to keep my eyes on Him and that is it. So that is what I will do. 

I could have gone off the deep end, so to speak, due to the current complications and circumstances in my life, but I know that would just land me SO many steps back that I may not be able to recover from that stumble.  In the face of adversity in the past I definitely would not have woken up, gotten on my knees to pray, then proceed to listen to Praise and Worship music to praise the Lord, but that is exactly what I did this morning and I am SO thankful!  Without these beautiful songs to listen to, sing along to, and praise Jesus to, my day probably would have started off a LOT worse! 

Life is all about choices and how you choose to handle different situations thrown at you. You can choose to let those situations overcome you, not deal with them, close them in, or you can tackle them head on, pray through it all and keep the faith.

I tell you what, I have been through some THINGS, but our Heavenly Father was for our sins, think about that.  There is a verse that takes new meaning with me:

Isaiah 53:7

       He was oppressed and afflicted,
       yet he did not open his mouth;
       he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
       and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
       so he did not open his mouth.

How often do we complain about, nevermind, scratch that, so many times I, Bianca, complain, grumble, whatever at “bad” things going on in my life, I am human, I do that. But thank goodness I have a God who is there through it all who will comfort me, protect me, provide for me no matter what situation I am in! For that, I can shout, be happy, thankful and SO blessed just to know that! That in the midst of a storm(s) of life, my God is there for me ALWAYS!!!

Anyways, if you need a pick me up or just want to worship the Lord for just how wonderful He truly is, check these two songs.  Have a blessed day!!!

Amazing by Stephen Hurd and How Great is Our God with Cece Winans – Go to Stephen’s Myspace page to hear this amazing song!

Dear God,

December 4, 2008

dear-god-its-me-again-1Hi, it’s me again, B, and I need your help! You said you wouldn’t put more on us than we can bear…this is a little bit too much for me!

Too many crazy things are going on yet I am to remain strong and faithful :-\ easier said than done. I know I should be leaning to you more than ever in this time, but I’m tired.

I’m tired of all the “stuff” going on in my life. I’m tired of things just not working out. I’m tired of feeling like this! – Sorry if I’m not allowed to feel this way, but I do.

I know You are there for me. Trust me I do, because I never would have made it thus far without You, but I need You more than EVER!

I am a pretty strong person due to all the things I’ve been through and You have brought me through, but this is wearing on me. I don’t sleep, I don’t eat, my mind is constantly running…I have no peace.

Peace – that is what I need. Peace and help. Can You help me out?

Thanks for all You do in my life and for my family. Right now, I need You to make a way.

Love your daughter, Bianca

I am SO excited!!!

December 2, 2008

I happened upon this blog, lipstick.lace.brassknuckles and saw THE best thing EVER!!!!!

hkM A C and Hello Kitty together!!!!!!! Oh I’m too excited for this! I WILL be stalking every MAC counter in the DMV for this whole collection! Ah! Can’t wait til February!!!

Update!: After reading about all of the fun products and colors this magnificent collection will contain over on themakeupgirl I am THAT much more overwhelmed with utter joy at this new collaboration from MAC!!! yay!!!